Comments on: Porn Kills Love It Killed My Love

By: dana

dana — Sun, 13 Nov 2016 04:21:41 +0000

I heard some things. Things I didn’t want to hear. I wanted to know the truth. You are amazing. Thank you for this. Bravery.

By: Kathryn Dean

Kathryn Dean — Sat, 12 Nov 2016 20:31:09 +0000

I love you so very much! No one of us ever knows the secret sorrows of those we love most. We just look on and ache to be able to help, knowing we can’t. I am here if you ever want to see me again, but I will always love you and keep you in my prayers. I do not want to intrude in your life, just to be here if you want me to be.

By: Cousin K

Cousin K — Sun, 15 Nov 2015 01:44:16 +0000

I remember going to see your brother in addiction recovery as a child. I wanted him to know, and thought if I could just convince him how much I loved him he would be all right.

I have felt at many times throughout my life that if I just loved _______enough he/she would understand eternity/covenants/the gospel enough to make the choices that would keep us together forever.

I have seen the same contortions of love that I have felt on my son’s face. It happens when he knows I am beating myself up over my flaws and weaknesses, times when I am feeling horrible about myself and he just keeps saying, “But I love you.” Or “I want to be a family forever.” as if the power of his love would turn me into an angelic person or dissolve the anger that sometimes happens in our “happy” home.

Sometimes I tell him,”Oh sweetie, I know you love me, there is just something wrong inside of me right now.”

Then I fight those feelings and work on it and keep going.

Right now I am studying 2 Corinthians 12:8-10. Our Stake President said that if we ask for our trials to be taken away and the answer is no, then we should turn it to God’s glory. I am trying to figure that out.

When I read your story, I hear your love over and over. It is so important and true and real.

I wish I could understand everything, but I do know that he didn’t die because of a lack of love.

If it means anything, please know that I love you too. ðŸŒ¸

By: Heather

Heather — Sat, 14 Nov 2015 19:12:52 +0000

My heart aches for you, as always. This is a beautiful tribute to the heart-wrenching last days of a wonderful man. I love you.

By: Nancy C Waugh

Nancy C Waugh — Sat, 14 Nov 2015 18:00:19 +0000

I don’t know how to Like this. So much love and so much sorrow. So much pain and again, so much love. Thank you for sharing this. I am so sorry. Still. And Still . . . I have so much Love.

I am grateful for understanding better, and do not love or respect him any less.