Those of you who know me have probably wondered why my husband chose to take his life. I have debated whether or not to share this story…because it’s intensely private and intimate. I want to be respectful to him. Just because he killed himself and had these problems doesn’t mean he wasn’t an exceptional man. He was good, loving, and carried so much brightness. I enjoyed him immensely! I also fear your reactions. He told only a handful of people about his addiction and it resulted in some extreme ugliness. He lost a dear friend over this. That makes me gun-shy. I also don’t want to ruin memories or make…